[ Sensitive and loving... maybe. Mizuki had joined We Many long after it had already died. He only knows what he hears from others. What they think in the hivemind... ] ...No, but it might be a little easier if that were the case. Makin decisions would not be impossible in that instance.
You sound a lot like my mentor. He said stuff like that, too. It still doesn't really make any sense to me. To want your own things, to do things on your own - but my individuality never mattered to me.
[ Desire... Crave... The only thing he's ever really wanted was food. And video games. To love and live and have friends and smile. And... ]
It's only when he told me to do what made me happy that I really understood anything. This kind of sadness... hurts. A lot. So I'd like to find a happiness that's so overwhelming, that pain like this doesn't have to persist anymore.
But that's a "good ending" right? Everyone wants one of those. I'm not different for wanting that.
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You sound a lot like my mentor. He said stuff like that, too. It still doesn't really make any sense to me. To want your own things, to do things on your own - but my individuality never mattered to me.
[ Desire... Crave... The only thing he's ever really wanted was food. And video games. To love and live and have friends and smile. And... ]
It's only when he told me to do what made me happy that I really understood anything. This kind of sadness... hurts. A lot. So I'd like to find a happiness that's so overwhelming, that pain like this doesn't have to persist anymore.
But that's a "good ending" right? Everyone wants one of those. I'm not different for wanting that.