I realised recently that I want to be my own person. When I went into the El back home, I thought I was going to die, and I was okay with that if it meant others could live. And here, I'm still okay with everything happening as long as everyone else is okay. But...
[Empty eyes stare at the far wall. Elsword shakes his head, and the flower petals rustle as his bangs brush against them.]
...I don't want to be just the guardian of the El. I don't want to be a pawn. I want to be "myself", even if what's left is just a shell of a person.
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[Buddy.]
I realised recently that I want to be my own person. When I went into the El back home, I thought I was going to die, and I was okay with that if it meant others could live. And here, I'm still okay with everything happening as long as everyone else is okay. But...
[Empty eyes stare at the far wall. Elsword shakes his head, and the flower petals rustle as his bangs brush against them.]
...I don't want to be just the guardian of the El. I don't want to be a pawn. I want to be "myself", even if what's left is just a shell of a person.