[ Mizuki curls up a little more and squeezes the book tightly, like somehow it could bring her back if he just wanted it hard enough. There's something about knowing she was here, and still not being able to see her, knowing how she died the same way, knowing there was nothing he could've done… but at least that Mizuki died with her.
But just how does the after life work here? Differently, right? Part of him wants to ask how, part of him wants to know that that "him" is still with his mom and just have some relief and comfort in knowing that much. But the alternative would make him feel so, so much worse. He's so afraid to ask. Is it better not knowing? He doesn't know, he doesn't know, he doesn't know…
He chokes on a sob. He only hardly hears the rest of what she says, for the "yes" just breaks him down. Sorry to his pain share mates, and specifically to Elsword and Add who just got done with dealing with this shit… ]
honestly u could've come up with smth completely different and I would've rolled w it
But just how does the after life work here? Differently, right? Part of him wants to ask how, part of him wants to know that that "him" is still with his mom and just have some relief and comfort in knowing that much. But the alternative would make him feel so, so much worse. He's so afraid to ask. Is it better not knowing? He doesn't know, he doesn't know, he doesn't know…
He chokes on a sob. He only hardly hears the rest of what she says, for the "yes" just breaks him down. Sorry to his pain share mates, and specifically to Elsword and Add who just got done with dealing with this shit… ]