[He slides forward in his seat until he's halfway melted out of it. Please put him in the river.]
I know it was my fault to begin with. I should've thought about it more or been less impulsive orβ or something. I knew he didn't want anything like that, but...
[But he pushed anyway. And it's Elsword, and Elsword has no boundaries, and so anything that happens is automatically his fault. That's what happens when you're used to having the world on your shoulders; anything going awry is his responsibility to fix, or something he could've prevented somehow. If he was just better, or more thoughtful, or more godly, or any number of excuses he can come up with...
He drags himself back up to a full sitting position. He doesn't hug back.]
...I don't know, it was late at night and it all seemed fine in the moment, but I guess he couldn't have fooled me better, huh.
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I know it was my fault to begin with. I should've thought about it more or been less impulsive orβ or something. I knew he didn't want anything like that, but...
[But he pushed anyway. And it's Elsword, and Elsword has no boundaries, and so anything that happens is automatically his fault. That's what happens when you're used to having the world on your shoulders; anything going awry is his responsibility to fix, or something he could've prevented somehow. If he was just better, or more thoughtful, or more godly, or any number of excuses he can come up with...
He drags himself back up to a full sitting position. He doesn't hug back.]
...I don't know, it was late at night and it all seemed fine in the moment, but I guess he couldn't have fooled me better, huh.